Healing

Hey all,
Its been awhile.. just been busy with work. Derek and I have been watching a lot of Nip/Tuck lately. We bought the first 4 seasons.. we are almost done with the 2nd season. That show is completely f****ed up!
I'm about halfway through Night Watch. Its interesting but I think I'm a little burnt out on reading. Derek is already on the 4th Twilight book.. He's really enjoying them.

So anyways.. All Saints had a healing mass Tuesday night. I went per my grandparent's request. I'm not the biggest fan of church but I can't even begin to explain what happened when the priest came up to me. One look and I lost it! I had no idea why I was crying but I just had this strong feeling that something was wrong with me that I needed to fix. Well, Derek had a dream that night that there was something wrong too. And it finally hit me. Something had happened almost 4 years ago that I never told ANYONE. (And no don't expect me to tell you!) but it is something that Derek needed to know before marrying me. You can't imagine how terrified I was.. and I can't really say things are hunky dory but Derek is a wonderful man and we are working through it. So all in all, I think something or someone was trying to tell me that I needed to heal myself of this burden. Kinda weird.. but I feel relieved.

Anyways, we meet with Father Saturday and have our 2nd NFP class Sunday (woo hoo! lol)
That's all for now.
Until next time.. Ciao!