One more month..

of tax season! It doesn't seem like much.. but boy this next month is going to feel like 3!

I finished Night Watch last week. Its an interesting book. It was written by a Russian psychologist and the story is about the age-old tale of good vs evil; light vs darkness. Its very interesting to see that they are not so different.. There are 3 more books in the series that I will get to at some point. I just feel a little burnt out right now and I'm really enjoying our Nip/Tuck craziness.

We've gotten a lot done regarding the wedding this past week. I had my first fitting which wasn't all that bad. She only has to take 3 inches off of the length. The only thing I really need to get still is jewelry. We picked up a proof of our invitations Saturday.. They look amazing! My cousin did such an amazing job.. They're at the Wedding Mall now in Covington. www.frillsandforever.com
so we're probably going to be ordering those in the next week..

The boys got fitted for tuxes yesterday.. that was fun! hahaha. But everything seems to be slowly coming together. Its only a little over 100 days away now.. SCARY! lol

My great aunt is having my shower for me on May 3rd and my bachelorette party is going to be June 20th. It should be a lot of fun! We're going to start out at my house and Jess is getting a pscyhic to come and do readings and we can just drink eat and chill for a bit and then later we are going to Belterra and gambling all of our money away! haha.. me and Jess are going to stay because I plan on getting tanked but any of you reading this if you would like to join, just let us know so we can get rooms for you too! I just can't wait for this all to be over with. Its so stressful and people offer to help but you feel like a bitch for asking for it (or you know they weren't really sincere) so you end up doing everything yourself anyway. And I just have that very bad feeling that we are going to end up paying for EVERYTHING. But lets not go there today..

this is a long one.. so I'm shutting the hell up!

Healing

Hey all,
Its been awhile.. just been busy with work. Derek and I have been watching a lot of Nip/Tuck lately. We bought the first 4 seasons.. we are almost done with the 2nd season. That show is completely f****ed up!
I'm about halfway through Night Watch. Its interesting but I think I'm a little burnt out on reading. Derek is already on the 4th Twilight book.. He's really enjoying them.

So anyways.. All Saints had a healing mass Tuesday night. I went per my grandparent's request. I'm not the biggest fan of church but I can't even begin to explain what happened when the priest came up to me. One look and I lost it! I had no idea why I was crying but I just had this strong feeling that something was wrong with me that I needed to fix. Well, Derek had a dream that night that there was something wrong too. And it finally hit me. Something had happened almost 4 years ago that I never told ANYONE. (And no don't expect me to tell you!) but it is something that Derek needed to know before marrying me. You can't imagine how terrified I was.. and I can't really say things are hunky dory but Derek is a wonderful man and we are working through it. So all in all, I think something or someone was trying to tell me that I needed to heal myself of this burden. Kinda weird.. but I feel relieved.

Anyways, we meet with Father Saturday and have our 2nd NFP class Sunday (woo hoo! lol)
That's all for now.
Until next time.. Ciao!